CNY

I'm feeling CNY already!

Can't wait for all the yee sangs, mandarin oranges and red packets.

But when asked, "Are you going back anywhere this CNY?", my heart starts to sore and the need to control the tears from rolling start.

CNY is never gonna be the same again without the big house and my granny.

Regretted for being home so late for the reunion dinner last year.

Regretted for not going back one day earlier to see you before you left.

I miss you, ah mar.

You will stay forever in my heart.